Tuesday, September 09, 2008

Keeping Things In Perspective

Thought I would share a pic of about how big the baby is this week. It's still amazing to me everyday that I have a growing person inside my body.

Yesterday I was lucky enough to catch the beginning of a great maternity clothing sale. I got some things for the cooler weather that is suddenly upon us. Weird how that happend like over night.

Work today is boring. I have things to do but not much motivation. I am getting ready to go work out in a few though. Maybe that will help.

Monday, September 08, 2008

I Don't Care If It Makes Me a Hippie...

I totally just bought these on sale for half off and I also totally don't care if it makes me a hippie. My feet are so excited!I hope to get a few more warm days to wear them before fall. I like the grey much better than the brown too.

Weekend Clean Up

So sadly the weekend is over and everyone is back to work. John actually worked Saturday as well, so it doesn't really seem like we got much of a weekend. We did get out a little on Saturday night and I got a few great things for the house. I've been in a major nesting mode lately and wanting to make our very bland and boring house more us. Give it more personality. Same old story but as always I've had trouble deciding on paint colors or fabric swatches. I think I've finally nailed it all down and now feel comfortable actually buying things. Got these fun accessories:The colors here are more muted than in real life but basically, it's a really cute aqua bath mat, a "wicker" (as John calls anything woven) low tray and a dark brown, green and cream vase. I spent all day yesterday cleaning things up around the house. Only part of the baby room left to do. Well and move some furniture around. Then I can start making progress. More pictures to come of all that soon.

In other news, I bought new socks for the coming season. I know that's not big news in some circles but just look at how fun these socks are. You may change your mind:
Also, the ever dramatic Yorda thought it was about time she redeemed herself from the last photos she appeared in here on my blog.

The Profile Shot:


The Diva Shot:
Also, I must mention how wonderful my husband actually is. I mean we all know he's a great guy but seriously, He drove me all over KC looking for a Cinnamon Apple candle yesterday. We found a ton of them but none of them where to my liking. He kept his cool and drove me to the next store I could think of probably six times. Finally at the last one we found something. Not actually a Cinnamon apple one at all but something I loved and wanted. God Bless Him...

Friday, September 05, 2008

Not That Anyone But Me Cares...

But these items all together are the perfect summer into fall wardrobe for me. I want so badly to never have to dress up unless I want to and wear this stuff everyday.

Today I feel icky. Sore throat, head ache, little bit of a cough. I really don't want to be sick. And I really don't want to be sick on the weekend. Oh well...
Happy Weekend.

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

26 Years Old and Non Stop Heart Burn

So my 26th birthday was awesome. We traveled down to mom's house and spent three relaxing days just hangin out. On the actual day of my birthday we went to Springfield and ate at Lamberts. Oh the yumminess that was the fried okra, the hot rolls, the green beans. I was in heaven. Sadly my stomach doesn't let me eat like I used to and I didn't to wallow in the total self indulgence that is eating friend okra till the button on your pants pop off. We then proceeded to mess around town going here and there. I finally settled on a present from John. A new Singer sewing machine. It's a beauty and most importantly to me, easy to use. I have a sewing machine. A brand I can't even remember at this point but it's the most un-user friendly machine I've ever dealt with. My new one, Betsy as I'm calling her, is divine. Sunday mom and I attempted to sew together anything that would hold still long enough. We both made a "Frenchy Bag" from the Amy Butler pattern. Both turned out nice. As with any sewing project you always think of things you could have done different but I'm super happy with the end result.

We also had the privilege of dog sitting the lovely Izzy over the holiday weekend. She belongs to our good friends Tiff & Dave. I was worried about her for a little bit because we ended up having eight dogs all together and I wasn't sure how she would handle that. She did awesome though.

Back in KC. The weather had turned off weird thanks to Mr. Gustav. That's John's new favorite word to say. He randomly yells "Guuuuustav!"all the time now. Lucky me. It's 59 here right now and raining super hard.

In other news, I'm 15 weeks pregnant this week. For you normal folks who are luck enough not to have to count your life in weeks, that's one week shy of four months. I'm defiantly showing now. I'm wearing maternity pants because they are more comfortable than regular ones. We got to hear the heart beat of the baby last week. It was really fast and super neat to hear it. We find out the gender on the 26th. So can't wait for that. I'm excited and VERY nervous to find out. I'm getting back to normal now seems like. Getting most of my eating habits back (With the exception of eggs and meat. Those are still nasty), feeling less tired most days and generally feeling pretty good. I do however have constant heart burn. It's weird though because it's not like normal hb. It's like I took a wad of bread, balled it up really tight and swallowed it. It feels like it's just sitting there in my throat. Weirdness for sure. In other good news, I've only gained one pound. Maybe not important to the rest of you but feeling pretty good about that so far. I know more will come and that I will have to deal with it. I'll cross that bridge when it comes though.

Monday, August 25, 2008

Weekend Stuffs

Had a semi extended weekend due to the fact that John messed up his back Thursday at work. Worked from home Friday while we did doctor things and tried to make him comfortable. Thank the lord this wasn't a few weeks ago when I had absolutely no energy to do anything. We both would have been in a world of hurt. We ended up going to the urgent care clinic Saturday to get him some stronger pain meds and some muscle relaxers so he could sleep. He's doing pretty good today. Went to work but is doing a team lead position this week, so basically "light duty" for a bit. Hopefully all will be ok with that.

I went Saturday and hung out with Tiff for a Girls Day Out. We had a great time. Shopping, eating, talking. I broke down and bought some maternity clothes. My jeans still fit me but why be uncomfortable? So I got some cute tops, a pair of jeans and then a long comfy dress. I just need to figure out my work clothes now.

Showing a little...
Sunday we went to the Royals game with John's work. We by chance saw Tiff and Dave while walking through the parking lot and got to see Willie for a few. He's getting so BIG! The game was fine. At least they won. Meeting most of the people John works with was kinda weird. A lot of nice guys though.
Today I didn't want to come back to work. Just loved being home Friday doing things around the house while working on things online. Boy I'm gonna enjoy that maternity leave. Granted, I will have another person added to the equation by then however. Had a dream last night about the baby. I holding "her" out in my arms, just looking at her face. I know it's a dream however because the baby had olive skin and my poor kid is gonna come out with cole black hair and ghost white skin. Not a chance between us of anything else.

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Happy Birthday Granny!

Today is my Gran's birthday. I'll be kind and keep the number under wraps because I know she would want it that way. She's of course going out of town before anyone can properly celebrate. I plan however to make her this once she comes back into the states:It's a Banana Bourbon Cake and it's right up her alley. I haven't made a cake from scratch in ages and excited to try out a new recipe.
More tomorrow hopefully. Works been brutal lately...

Friday, August 15, 2008

Harry Potter Push Back

Just read that the Nov release date for the 6th installment of HP has been pushed back till July 09. Something to do with summer being a better time to sell movie tickets but honestly people, it's Harry Potter. People who are into the story would drive 100 miles to see the newest movie no matter what time of year. I'm pretty sad about it actually because I'm really looking forward to this movie. It's very dark. The book seemed to drag while I was reading it but thinking back on it, it was actually really good. At that time I didn't see Voldemort for the complex and interesting character he really is. This book explains is all. I also love the journey that Harry and Dumbledore take together to figure out Voldie's plan before something really terrible goes down. Also the relationship between the three main characters really changes in this one. They all really grow up in a major way. It's a new level of depth for everyone, characters and readers a like. It's no secret that this story consumed me while reading it. I could do almost nothing but read these books till I got done and started the next one. I did however put off reading the last one a little bit because I didn't want the story to end. I didn't want the characters to go away. That's what a good book should do.

Today's Friday and I have a ton of things to do at work. I'm hoping to have a relaxing weekend but I also need to do a MAJOR cleaning on my house. So we'll see.

Thursday, August 14, 2008

More Funny

Totally forgot I took this shot of Yorda the other day while she was sleeping. Sometimes I think she would kill me in my sleep if she had thumbs for things like this. "WTF Mom! Can't I just sleep in peace without you being all up in my face with that stupid camera!!!!"

Funny Thing, This Being Pregnant...

Makes the world an entirely new place. I find myself to be mildly irritated about a lot of things these days. I think "Why am I mad about that? It's stupid." Maybe I'll start a counting system or something. I have to count to 50 before I can get mad about something. Give me time to think it over before reacting. We'll see.


In other news, I can't wait for the weather to cool down (even though the weather her the last week or so has been wonderful. Today isn't supposed to get over high 70's) because I just bought the most exciting thing maybe ever. These:


Mine are darker brown than the pair above but I love the buckles and just the over all cuteness of these boots. I'm planning all manor of maternity outfit around these bad boys. Can't wait to wear them. I even considered wearing them today but thought people might look at me funny.

Also, got a really lovely early birthday gift from Gran. I've been on the hunt for a simple and delicate gold necklace for everyday for ages with no luck. We managed to come across the perfect one over the weekend. Behold:

Pregnancy has made me really not care so much about changing out my earrings and necklaces everyday. I'm pretty happy with the diamond studs from my Gaga and this little beauty everyday. One less thing to think about.

This week has seemed so long and I feel like I've accomplished nothing. At work or at home. I woke up thinking it was Friday but sadly I was wrong. I have however been working out everyday this week at the gym here at work. That's new for me. I haven't been doing anything super crazy but I figure getting some sort of physical activity in each day will help with the up and coming weight gain. I don't necessarily love working out but I do love getting away from my desk for a little over an hour each day AND getting to take a nice cool shower mid day is really pretty refreshing.

More pregnancy lunacy later...

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

More Amy Butler

Is there anyone at all the identifies with my obsessive love/hate relationship with Amy Butler? I love her ideas, her patterns, her color schemes and she's always dreaming up new stuff but dang it, she makes so much great stuff I can't decided! I stand in the fabric store overwhelmed by her greatness and leave empty handed because I'm wrestling with whether to buy the orange or the green version of whatever cuteness she has out now. Seriously! Look at just a taste of the newest collection and you will see what I mean:

In there someplace is my babies bedding, my kitchen curtains, new pillows for my couch and dare I say it, maybe even a funky shower curtain for my bathroom. I'm loaded with ideas and fear of commitment all at the same time! Oh the shame!


And if all that wasn't bad enough, she's now come out with this to torture me even further! I must go get it TONIGHT!

Ok Already!

Apparently my blog is more popular than I thought. I've had tons of people asking why I haven't been posting lately. Well, I'm here. Went on vacation for a week and then life's a little nuts at work right now. I've also been doing things pretty much in this order: Eat, go to work, eat, work, eat, go home, eat, go to bed, repeat. My house is starting to look like a war zone.

Vacation was good. Seeing dad was awesome! Always love having him here. Finally got him home after two ton of issues with the airline. My camera battery was dead for pretty much my entire vacation and so I have no great and wonderful pictures to share with you on that. Here are some random things though for that week:

Awesome Swiss made water bottle I got in CO. Love everything about it.

Crappy picture of one of my favorite new things. Fell in love with the rain shower head thing in CO. Had to get one. This one it's exactly what I wanted but man I do love it!
New jacket/coat pattern for me. Figure I will need something that's big in the belly come winter. Sigh...
Dad painted my front door while he was here. It's a cute celery green color. We painted the shutters dark grey. Looks so much better than the white and burgundy.
Manny cracks me up. He can sleep just about anywhere and look at the size of that gut!!!
More later from me. Maybe later this week but later...

Friday, July 25, 2008

In A Mood


I'm in a mood today. A bad mood. When I get in these moods all I want to do is clean and decorate. i want to nest. Like move furniture around, paint walls, sweep under stuff. Maybe that explains why my house is a total disaster area at this moment (dad I promise it will be clean by Monday when you get here) because I haven't had a mood like this in a while. I've been pretty happy with life over all for awhile now. It's just people and life getting to me today. People who are inconsiderate, rude, selfish and think they are better then everyone else. I have a problem with that and it makes me want to clean. It makes me want to somehow right what things are wrong even if it's only in my little corner of the world. It makes me want to take everything out of my closet, wash, iron and put it back neatly. It makes me want to pull out the fridge and clean out all the gunk behind there. Why is that?


What do you do when the world is just rubbing you the wrong way?

Crazy Busy


I feel like I'm crazy busy all the time now that I'm pregnant. More people want to hang out with us, more stuff to do and get all the time. I just feel like I'm constantly on the go. When I'm not on the go, I'm TIRED. I try and make myself stay up so I will sleep at night. So I blankly stare at the tv or magazine till 10pm. This too shall pass though. Eventually I won't be so tired.

Today is my last day of coming into the office for a nine days. I am working at home Monday so that I can pick up Dad from the airport and then go to the docs later that day. Dad and I fly out for a mini trip to Colorado Wed morning, returning on Fri. I'm super excited to see dad and have some fun time in KC. I'm equally excited that I just made reservations at my favorite KC restaurant for next Tuesday night. I'm going to eat an entire order of bruschetta myself!

Hopefully more interesting things to talk about soon. I will also have pics from CO on my return.
Happy Weekend!

Monday, July 21, 2008

Here & There

Yes, I'm alive but barely. Last week was insanely busy for me. Mostly as work. I ran an entire three day conference with countless execs on my own. By Wed I thought I would going to have an A1 melt down and do something stupid. I didn't though. Bedsides eat ice cream, which didn't turn out to be stupid at all. Things have luckily settled a little more and am back to my semi normal life with my semi normal hubby. We went to Worlds of Fun on Saturday night to a concert. I was really excited to see a new band I'm really loving right now called Tenth Avenue North but others (Hawk Nelson and David Crowder Band) were also there I wanted to see. The extremely expensive tickets said the show started at 5pm. We got there in time to park in the very last parking lot on earth, walk an hour to get to the show only to realize that the people I wanted to see the most, had already gone on at 3:25!!! I was ticked. Plus hot and frustrated because finding this ridiculous concert venue had been such a royal pain. We did manage to see Hawk Nelson (which was just ok. Either because of my grumpiness or they were just ok) and then David Crowder Band came on and made my world spin upside down. I love those guys. I love David for sure. He's my number one example how beauty doesn't have to be about what you look like cuz seriously, he's one of the uglies guys I've ever seen but let me tell you something, he's the most amazing person and I'll be a big fat harry bumble bee if he isn't the most in love with God person I've ever had the privilege to be near. He's on the right track and is an awesome example for all those men of God out there struggling to believe that you can still be cool, funny and smart but still love God more than anything. John and I both had such a great time. We then realize that our tickets were so expensive because they also give us access to ride stuff and eat nasty Worlds of Fun food. So we set out into the park, me in my totally impractical shoes and John itchin for a bratwurst. I love to sit and watch people and HATE to ride rides. So I sat while he rode. It worked out pretty well. We were there till around 10pm. Walked the ten hundred miles back to the car and went home. I think we'll go back yet this summer. I'll wear shorts and tennis shoes this time and we'll all be a lot happier. Sunday we had a little 1 year old birthday party to go to out in KS. We couldn't believe all the stuff he got. Amazing! I'm thinking "where the crap are we going to put all those huge toys in our house?!" Guess we'll figure it out. Yesterday was one of the hottest I can remember. I seriously thought I was going to pass out at one point. It's just not right people!
The baby is growin like a weed. Starting week ten today. About the size of a grape now. All kinds of cool and wonderful things going on in there at this point. I'm feeling ok. Headaches here and there. Nausea here and there. Food is a challenge. Almost nothing sounds good to eat and when something does and I get it, it never tastes like it used to. I've been eating a lot of mexican food. Beans and salsa. Also, pasta sauce sounds good most of the time. Meat is a struggle. Any kind. Tried to eat a breakfast sandwich the other day and only got down three bites. Just head says "man this is good" but my body says "OMG!" I will be happy when this part is over. I do have a tiny bump. I wasn't starting from flat stomach to begin with by you can tell I've got a little something going on. With my uterus being the size of a grapefruit, you'd think I'd have a little pooch. I read today that it's normal to still be scared to death to be a parent, I'm glad I'm not abnormal then. I have days where I'm just overjoyed. Excited to meet our new little person. Then other days when I can't really think about it because I'm so freaked out about all the things that are going to happen to my body and how our lives are about to change FOREVER. Never will be the same again. We have a great life. At least I think so. I know a baby won't make it bad, just different. New. Being a parent, no a good parent, is the ultimate test of a person. Of a marriage. It makes me nervous to think about but I know I have to let go and let God give us the right ideas and the direction to know where to turn. Reminds me of part of a song by Tenth Avenue North that keeps playing over in my head. He says:

"Oh I'll be by your side whenever you call, in the dead of night, wherever you fall but please don't fight these hands that are holding you. My hands are holding you"

Knowing that I'm gonna mess up but that I'm not calling out to nothingness is hard to keep sight of. It's hard to keep hold of in your everyday living. I listed to this song at least once a day now to help myself really get it. Really KNOW it.

Monday, July 07, 2008

Eggs Are From Satan!

I'm back home and near my pc to actually write about things. The last few days have been nice. I took the entire week off last week. Monday I had a nice "girls day" with Gran. We did various things around town. That afternoon John and I had our first sonogram of the baby. Turns out we're due on Feb 22nd. That makes me seven weeks and one day today. Once I figure out how to get this picture of the little dot online, I'll post it.

Tuesday I slept in and did laundry all day. We packed up and headed out on Wed for the lake/mom's house. It was so nice and relaxing there. I feel like all I did for five days is sleep, eat and go to the bathroom. We did do more than that but I started getting "morning sickness" mid week and was trying to get used to how that feels and what I need to do to counter act it. I've also gained super human strength smell power and can smell nasty stuff for ten miles away. Also, eggs are my new enemy. I can even stand the think about them let alone see, smell or eat them! OMG. I've been eating REALLY bland things lately because it seems like it's the only things that sound ok to eat. Nothing sounds good. Toast, mashed potatoes, cottage cheese, cereal. I've also been drinking a lot of milk and got some awesome apple juice last night. It was nice to see Mom and Gary. We had a nice time just hanging out with them. We shot off fireworks on Saturday night. John did a great display for us. We also cooked and walked and rode the ranger around their land. We laughed and talked and basically, relaxed. It was awesome.
Coming back to work felt strange. Like I'd been away for so long. Putting on heels and make up felt weird too.